I'VE HAD ENOUGH

for you...

No, don't try to reason with me, this is too much.

I will try not to think of you when I wake up in the morning and ask myself if somehow you are also awake.

I have my own life to live and my own life to think of.

No, I won't even think of you while I'm eating my lunch wondering if you're doing the same thing, because sooner or later, I know you will.

No, never again will I go to the comfort room and lock myself in just to have some privacy to piteously think of you, cry or do some silly things because of you.

And no, never will i again think of you last when I go to sleep. Sleep is my only rest, so please don't plague me in my dreams.

I am moving on...

I'll try to wake up in the morning and smile and think not of why you left but that once you've stayed.

And if I feel the need to cry, it will not be for the future that we could have, not for the regrets that I have nor of the anger that i feel, but I will cry because of a love that I never was able to share with the one man I felt it for.

I will cry for the love that was lost, and not for the man who left.

I will give my affections to someone who is need of it, but not my heart because I still am trying to get it back from you.

I will give him the love that you never wanted, the kiss that I so longed to give you and the words that once were yours.

I'll try to hold back the tears when I think of you.

I'll just try to smile...

I am moving on...

and hoping that the next thing would be...

letting go...